“Zindagi mai apne bhot se log dekhe honge jo har choti baat mai dar jate hai aur kuch log hote hai jo badi si badi baat mai ghabrate tak nahi..”

Ye kahani aek ladke ki hai jisne na kabhi kisi ko na kahi aur na kisi kaam ko mana kiya.. kaam chahe jaan se bhadkar ho usne kabhi piche hanta nahi seekha.. uski yeh aadat dekh kar bade se bade log use darte the, qki usko na sunna pasand nahi tha.. Bachpan se wo kabhi koi cheez ko pasand karle toh usko paa kar hi rehta tha..

Uske dost use bade se bada kaam karne ko ukssate the, aur usne kabhi naa nahi kahi… lekin college wali zindagi thodi alag hoti hai, kabhi na kabhi toh adjust karna padta hi hai….

“Collage ka pehla din”

Jyese hi wo college mai enter hua, sabse pehle usne apne dost banaye, qki dil ka wo bilkul saaf tha aur dosti karna use behad pasand tha.. koi bhi kaam hota college mai, toh wo har kaam mai aage rehta, na kisi se dar, na kisi se dushmani..

Kuch ladko nai bhi usko aazamane ki koshish kari ki ye kaam karke dikha… bhale kaam thoda mushkil tha lekin aesa kaam koi tha  nahi jo wo kar na sakta tha..

Fir aek din usne aek ladki ko apne pass se guzarte dekha, shayad pehli bar hua uski life mai.. wo use dekhta hi raha, uske dosto ne bola bhul ja usko, ye ladki kisi ladke ke chakkar mai nahi aaegi..

Lekin wo bhul kyeese sakta tha, qki uski jo pasand aajata wo toh kyese bhi usko hasil kar leta..

Agle din wo campus mai uska wait kar raha tha… wo ladki jab uske pass se guzari?? Usne uska hath pakad liya.. ladki nai use dekha, aur zor se thappad mar diya…

Usne bola dekho mai tumhe ched nahi raha hun, mujhe bas yeh kehna tha ki mai tumhe pasand karta hun… ladki hasne lagi aur boli, shakal dekhi hai apni tumne, mai aur tumhare jyese awara ladke ke sath??? “NEVER”

Wo bhi hasne laga, aesi koi cheez nahi bani jo mujhe pasand aaye aur mai use paa na saku.. ladki boli, ja ja shakal dekh apni.. pasand ki toh dur mai kabhi dekhu bhi na…

(Us ladke ki zid k aage kuch bada na tha shayad, aur use pane ke liye wo kuch bhi kar sakta tha, KUCH BHI)

Agle din wo ladki campus mai enter ho rahi thi.. wo ladka gulab ka fool lekar waha khada tha… jyese hi wo uske paas aai, usne fir hath pakad liya…

Ladki hasne lagi aur boli shayad kal thoda dheere se laga thappad.. aur usne bhot zor se thappad mar diya.. ladka hasne laga aur bola dekho tumhari bhabhi ka pyar, pyar mai toh ladai hoti hai… uske baad us ladki nai 10-15 thappad mare lekin ladka hasta raha…

Ladki zor se chillai dafa ho jao, mai tumse nafarat karti hun.. ladka bola lekin mai tumse pyar karta hun.. aese kyese alag hojau???

Ladki boli.. bhad mai jao ya mar jao mujhe matlab nahi hai…

(Ye baat us ladke ke dil mai lag gai)

Usne bola dubara kaho kya kaha.?? Ladki boli jao mar jao mujhe matlab nahi hai…

Us ladke nai ladki ka hath choda.. aur bhag ke college ki chat par chala gaya… aur zor se chilaya, yahi chahti ho na tum, ye lo….. aur KOOD GAYA!!!

Niche sabhi log wha shock mai hogye, us ladki ko btaya dekho wo sachme kood gaya??

Ladki boli pagal tha chodo aek pagal toh kaam hua duniya mia… use koi farak nahi tha ladke ke jane ka…

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Wo kehte hai na umar se pehle agar koi mar jaye toh uski aatama bhatakti rehti hai…

Wo ladka wha se kood toh gaya, uski body zameen par aur aatma khadi hogayi…

Wo sabko dekh sakta tha, bate sun sakta tha, lekin kisi ko chu nahi sakta tha.. na koi use dekh sakta tha..

Uske jane ke baad, pehle wo apne ghar gaya… usne dekha usnki munny, papa, aur bhen bhot zor se ro rahe hai… wo sabko chilla chilla ke bata raha tha ki mai ap logo ke samne hun aur khush hun dekho.. lekin use koi dekh nahi sakta tha..

Usne socha jiske liye mai kooda hun zara uske haal dekh kar aata hun….

Wo uske ghar gaya toh dekha puri shanty horahi thi… wo apne room mai laptop laga kar funny movie dekh rahi thi.. uski hasi dekh kar na jane usko gussa aane laga.. wo chila raha tha dekh teri wajah se mere gharwale ro rahe hai aur tu has rahi hai.. lekin uski koi sun nahi sakta tha…

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Ladka kabhi idhar bhatakta , kabhi udhar, samjh nahi pa raha tha kyese is roop se chutkara mile usko.. kabhi wo mandir mai jata bhagwan se mangta mujhe mera sharir wapas do, kabhi kabhi jata…

Bhot mahino ke baad… wo pura toot chukka tha, shayad uski zid karne ki aadat bhi khatam ho chuki thi.. usko bhot afsoos ho raha tha, ki meri zid ke chakkar mai aaj mere saath aesa hua, lekin mai galat nahi tha… wo bhagwan ke pas jata hai aur zor se chillata tha..  ae bhagwan tujhe toh sab pta hai.. mujhe is roop se azad karde.. mai nahi reh sakta aese.. bhagwaann meir madar karo please…

(Kuch der baad usko aek awaj zunai deti hai..)

Hahahaha.. are tumhari  zid kuch mahino mai hi khatam ho gayi?? Mai toh sochta tha ki tum zzindagi bhar jabtak bhi 60 70 saal sese hi rahoge.. lekin tumne toh haar manli??

Wo zor zor se rone laga ae bhagwan… aesa kuch kar na kisse mai aazad hojau.. bhagwan bole, aesa mumkin nahi hai, magar aek rasta hai sirf tumhare yaha se nikalne ka…

Usne kaha bolo bhagwan kya karna hai mai kuch bhi karne ko taiyar hun… bhagwan bole… karna tumko nahi us ladki ko hai jis ke chakkar mai tumne apni jaan dedi..

Mai tumhe dusre tumhare roop mai tumhe wapas kardunga agar us ladki nai aek bar bhi man mai soch liya ki “Bhagwan usko zinda kardo, mai uske sath rehna chahti hun”..

Wo ladka udas hogya aur kehne laga, kise mere marne se dukh nahi hua wo kyese mere liye sochegi… shayad ab puri zindagi aese ho katni padegi….

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Yuhi udas ghumta ghumta wo uske ghar chala gaya.. soch raha tha aek baar last bar mil ke aajaye fir kabhi wapas nahi aegi…

Uske ghar jate hi wo bola… dekho mai manta hun maine bhod jabardasti kari hai, lekin mera pyar sacha hua toh aek din tum mujhe jaroor yad karogi.. wo sun toh sakti nahi thi lekin fir bhi wow ha khade khade bol raha tha…

Utne mai us ladki ke phone par call aayi… hello! Ohh my baby.. bhot der se wait kar rahi thi kab call karoge…

Yeh sunkar toh uski umeed hi tut gayi wow waha se dur chalagaya….

(SHAYAD PYAR KI KEEMAT CHUKANE KE BAAD BHI PYAR USKA NA HUA)

Wo ladki bhot khush rehti thi, subhe college mai aapne bf ke sath time spend karna.. ghar mai aakr use phone par baat karna.. ghumna firna jyada usne kiya nahi bachpan mai, lekin apne bf ke sath wo night out party mai aur friends ke room mai rukna raat mai seekh gayi thi.. Uski zindagi bhot achi chal rahi thi.. aur wo apne bf se bhot pyar karti thi..

Wo soch rahi thi shayad usko uska pyar mil gaya jo uski har baat manta hai, uske sapne pure karta hai.. aur use ghumata bhi hai..

fir aek din wo night party mai apne bf ke sath gayi… wha wo log drink kar rahe the.. usko bhi force kiya mai hun na tumhare sath peelo.. usne bhi peeli… shayad us raat ko us ladke nai uska galat faeda utha liya… uski bina karzi ke uske kareeb aagaya jo usko kabhi pasand na hoga…

subhe jab ladki uthi… wo rone lagi aur uspe zor se chillane lagi, ye tumne kya kiye mere sath, maine tumpe trust kiya, aur tumne meri feelings ke sath khela… ladka bola are bhul jao zindagi enjoy krne ki h so enjoy….

Wo wha se rote rote chali gayi… pure din wo roti rahi.. aur shayad apni zindagi mai pachta rahi thi apne galat faisle par.. ratko wo apne room mai aai… bhot depression mai thi wo.. kuch ulta seedha karne ko soch rahi thi..

Itne mai usko us ladke ki yaad aagayi aur usne socha “Bhagwan usko zinda kardo, mai uske sath rehna chahti hun.”

Usko bhot afsoos bhi hua, us ladke ne do bar milne par apni jaan dedi, na jane kitna pyar karta hoga…

Wo ladka uhi ghum raha tha nadi keenare…. Bhagwan uske paas aaye aur bole.. chalo ab tumhara zane ka time hogya..?? wo khush hua, sachi?? Matlab mai is zindagi se azad hojauga??

Bhagwan bole.. nahi tumhe yeh zindagi wapas milegi… “Kal jab uske sath bura hua, usne tumhara pyar ki keemat samjhi”..

Wo bhot khush hua aur apni zindagi mai wapas aagaya.. aate hi usne socha sabse pehle uske ghar jata hun…

Kisi trah uski window mai chadhakr wo uske room mai kood gaya…

Usne usko dekha aur zor se chillane wali thi, usne uska muh pakad liya…

Us ladki ko same us perfume ki smell aai jo wo collage mai laga kar jaya karta tha…

Usne pucha kaun ho tum?? Aur mere yaha kyu aaye.. usne bola mai wahi college wala ladka hun jisko tumne kal yaad kiya??

Wo boli magar tum toh chat se kood gaye the??? Wo bola han, bhagwan nai dusri zindagi di hai mujhe…

Us ladke nai sari baat batai usko.. wo ladki zor zor se rone lagi… dekho maine gusse mai bola tha.. aur tum bhi bhot ziddi the.. agar kuch din baad tum mujhe manate toh mai maan jati.. wo rone lagi… aur shayad ye un dono ki zindagi ka sabse haseen pal tha…….!!!!!

“Zindagi aek bar mili hai jeene ko, aaj jee lene do.. Kal kya pata jeene ko na mile”